Feeling Like I have been Beat!!!!!

Hello everyone here I am in week 7 of my College Comp II class and I am struggling to even get my rough draft outline turned in. I am so unsure of my writing skills I seem to rather not turn something in because it is horrible. My grammar and my use of punctation are bad, let alone the run-on sentences. And because of this I would rather almost fail then turn something in that is laughable. I am going to push myself today and tomorrow to try and get something typed up that is somewhat acceptable to turn in. I guess this is showing me as a bit of a perfectionist which has shown up after my diagnosis of my Multiple Sclerosis, unfortunately. I'm trying.