July 2nd week 8 no seminar

Today is Friday July 2,2010. We are now in the final few weeks of our College Composition II class. Our papers are due very, very soon. I am still struggling to get my paper on-line. I still feel like it is not worthy of Professor Thomas even wasting his time to read and grade it. I wish I could find a way to feel the confidence to write an essay, but I can't. I am defeated before I even start because I know my grammar is bad, sentence structure what's that! I do not feel like I can write something that will even get me a passing grade. It is not the topic that I feel extremely good about that, since my topic is very personal coping with multiple sclerosis and how it effects people's lives with symptoms that are difficult to accept and cope with. That was the easy part I just feel that writing is not good coming from me. so I have a really hard time even starting the project even though it should be easy for me with picking a topic so close to home. Go Figure!!!