Week 9 and I am really behind

I have two papers due at the end of this week and I hope I can actually complete them on time. I have struggled through this class from the start. I have a topic that I know a lot about yet I stil do not feel that what I am writing is good enough to turn in for a grade. Although the rule is turning something in is better then nothing at all. This weekend I am going to try and complete two papers I just hope that I use my APA formatting properly in both papers. I am worried about the in-text citing, because I am not sure when to use that since most of my paper for this class is from personal experience. I hope to get something in to get a grade but I am not sure it will be enough to pass. This is the hardest thing in school I have to do is write, it doesn't come easy to me and so it gets put off to the side until I am backed into a corner and have no choice or I will be taking the class over, that I don't want to do but it is a strong possibility thanks to my fear of writing.